emruz be shekle ajibi tu fekr budam va kam kam shoru kardam be fekr kardan ke che ettefaghi miyofte vaghti miram tu fekr?ertebatam ba ehsasatam tu un moddat chie?!
va dar hali ke tu fekr foru rafte budam be ina fekr mikardam yani yejurayi sabokie halati ke adam varede faze az khod bikhod shodano mishe dashtam(vaghti sedat mikonana javab nemidi(masalan))...va dar vaghe chon engar un ehsase saboki mundegar shode bud behem ejaze dad ke ta haddi mahak bezanam inke didam che tasiri tu agahim mizare didan bejash bud shayad un lahze dade shenidari nadashtam (shayadam alan khatereyi nadaram azas)ama tasviro dashtam tasvir nemire hast vali tu fekri ghat nemishe(az in khatere daram vali momkene be khatere in bud ke un lahze tasviro mahak zadam sedaro na shaayd age unam mizadam haminjuri mishod)be har hal jaleb bud ke tasvir hast vali nemibinish faghat moshkeli ke hast ine ke un moddat ke mahak mizadam khodamo vaghean tu hessse sabokie fekr kardan budam ya ye chize talghini bud ke tu fekram(garche un sabokie ajib bud...un saboki ke mogh etu fekr raftan miyad soraghe adam)....
hala hameye in analyza be kenar cheghad havas part kone tu in fekr foru raftan va vaghti shabihe ye khab mishe yani engar poshte farmun khabi va erade ham komake ziyadi baraye raftane in saboki nemikone....in jalebe....
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